So I find myself here today sitting. I'm not phased that I've just got this huge scholarship for Music or the fact that class starts in two weeks. I'm just here existing. I'm not trying to sound melodramatic or trying to gain your pitty, but I think I'm missing something. It's not family, friends or a good life. It's just the zeal. I need something to inspire me. I need my muse. What I need most in this world is just beyond my grasp. Yet like a true adventurer I keep pressing on, hoping with all my heart I'll find the lost treasure or my way back.

This was today for me. Nothing out of the ordinary. My life is pretty incredible, perhaps I'm letting things slip through the cracks.