Well, This isn't what I usually use my blog for but honestly I NEED to vent. Not wan't, NEED to. So okay let's get the bitch fest over with. I'm stuck in a new town. In Florida, wildwood to be exact.[[[I used to live in IL]]]] So, It's way different down here. My school is full of kids who I can't stand. And the ones I could even remotley get along with act like fucking ten year old children and they just need to grow up. I'm also stuck living with my dad. Who I hate, Yes hate is a strong word, But I feel THAT strongly when I say it. I didn't talk to him for the last three years of my life, And before that I didn't talk to him for eight. I don't like him I never had, He's basically a sprem donor that I just got stuck living with because my mom and I can't deal with eachother and she wouldn't let me move out on my own so she sent me here[[me thinking okay a week with my dad since I have to then the summer with my boyfriend then home]]] [[[wow, was I wrong. ]]] Got stuck living here, I can only see my boyfriend once a week if even. I'm not allowed to spend the night because he's a boy. Even tho he's been the same boy for two fucking years, It's a known fact I'm sleeping with him and still not allowed. >_< I have nothing to do all day, It's to hot or theres no one to do anything with. I'm getting fat because I only can sit around all day I mean I exercise but it's still fucking there. UGGHHHHHHH. Me and my boyfriend are doing okay i guess....we dont really have much to talk about but when I see him im extreamly happy and dont ever want to leave....but then i have to....ugh i just dont know what to do im completly misrable....and everything....eh....i just dont know what to do anymore....


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