Here I sit wondering
wondering if I should just run away
run away from this broken home
to you and your home
Yet here I sit wondering
wondering what it would be like...
to spend every moment with you
to get rid of all this pain held within
Yet here I sit wondering
wondering what it would be like...
for the both of us to run away
not sure where to go but at least I'll have you
Yet here I sit wondering
wondering if I should run...
to you and your caring arms
Because seeing you in school alone is just not enough
Yet here I sit wondering
wondering why I shouldn't just run...
to spend every moment with you
Through this closed window
I see nothing...
I don't see you...
and how beautiful you truly are...
can't see all the love you have for me...
can't see how much you care for me...
can't see the people...
you brought with you...
can't hear how much those people care for me...
so lets open this window...
so I can see you...
and how beautiful you are...
so I can see all the love you have for me...
and how much you care for me...
lets open this window...
so I can see the people...
that you brought with you...
lets open this window...
so I can hear how much those people care for me...
lets open this window...
so I can show you that...
I love you.
I stand here at this door...
hesitant to go through...
because I'm so used to...
the darkness that surrounds me now...
I see how happy you are...
but I still hesitate to go through...
you keep saying...
come through...
But I'm so used to...
the darkness that surrounds me now...
I want to go through...
Because...
I want to hold your hand...
I want to hug you...
I want to kiss you...
I want to hold you in my arms...
I want to love you...
so why can't I just run...
through this open door...
and into a new world...
where I can...
Love you.
Every time I look in this mirror...
I see you...
But when I turn around...
to see you...
you disappear...
I turn back to this mirror...
and then you are there...
I turn around...
to see you...
but you disappear...
I turn back to this mirror...
and yell...
why can't I just...
have you here in my arms...
Forever.