It’s interesting to watch you lie

So coy

But I know you have daggers

In those eyes

Six feet away

You stand above me

And I am under

Away

I need to brush myself off

You were so quick to bury

What you never wanted

And I’m under

It’s the way you look at me

Or should I say through me

I try so hard to keep your attention

But never stay insight

It’s the dirt in my airways

The dirt in my eyes

The blur of stars

In desert skies

It’s the way I drop everything

When I’m no longer me

But you

And your opinions

Has me unorganized

From unfair propositions

I don’t believe in love

Just be taken advantage of

I don’t believe in faith

Just crude remark made to make me hate me

I want to stay

And watch you end my world

Tear it upside and throw it out

I want to make sure

That you smile when you walk away

It’ll make one of us happy

Or both of us happy…

But what am I to say

It’s the way I talk

And you don’t listen

The way you position yourself

Across the room from me

So far under

And I inhale

Dirt in my nose

Dirt in my ears

And I can’t hear you when tell me

That you hate me

It’s the way you toss me to the side

A full auto magazine clip ride

Down my life

From front to back

And I look for

The fade to black

It’s the soft words afterwards

That bury me deeper

That cover up the secrets

And the suspicion of your presence

Tears that topple the eye

And overflow into a perfect moment

It’s the way you told everyone you cared

And really didn’t

But most of all

It’s the way I still love you

Death ain’t got nothing on me

And my body

Happy with you standing over me

And I’m under

It’s the way I like the way you destroy me

Has me pushing for a knife next time

You puncture me

Fire me

Blade me

Bleed me

Need me

Feed me

The love you offer is suicide