IVE BEEN BROKEN
IVE LOST PEOPLE THAT WERE SO IMPORTANT
IVE BEEN HURT
IVE BEEN A BUSED
AND NOW IM SO CONFUSED
IVE BEEN BEATEN
IVE BEEN RAPED
IVE BEEN HURT
IN SO MANY WAYS
I EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT ENDING MY LIFE A OUPLE TIMES
BUT MY BEST FRIEND ALWAYS STOOD BY MY SIDE AND HELPED ME TO REALIZE THAT IT WOULD BE A BIG MISTAKE

I FAKE MY SMILE EVERYDAY
I HIDE MY TEARS
SO MANY WORDS LEFT UNSPOKEN
AND MY FEARS
I CANT LET THEM SEE WHATS HAPPENING TO ME
ITS NOT LIKE THEY WOULD CARE ANYWAYS
BUT ITS JUST BETTER WHEN THERE NOT HERE
WHEN IM ALL ALONE THATS THE BEST PART OF MY DAY

YOU DONT UNDERSTAND IVE BEEN BROKEN FOR A WHILE NOW
IVE BEEN HURT SO MUCH
IN PAIN EVERYDAY
BUT I JUST CANT HELP BUT CUT
I CUT AND CUT AGAIN
THERES NOTHING ELSE I CAN DO
PRETTY SOON THEY'LL GET THEY'RE DREAM

THEY'VE BEEN WISHING ME DIED SINCE IVE BEEN BORN
THEY'VE TOLD ME I SHOULD BECOME A WHORE OR A SLUT
WHEN I WENT TO MODEL THE ONLY THING EVERYONE WANTED WAS A PIECE OF BUT
BUT NEVER GAVE IT UP

IVE BEEN BROKEN AGAIN AND AGAIN
I JUST NEED MY BEST FRIEND
TO COME BACK TO LIFE TO SHOW ME WHERE TO START
HE HAS BEEN GONE
AND ITS BEEN TO LONG

BUT I KNOW WE'LL BE TOGETHER AGAIN
ITS NOT GOING TO BE LONG UNTILL I SEE MY BEST FRIEND
U WANT ME DIED WELL HERE I GO
I GUESS U'LL NEVER KNOW

WHY I WAS SO UNHAPPY
WHY I WAS SO DEPRESSED
WHY I CUT
WHY I NEVER SAID ANYTHING
WHY I ALWAYS RAN AWAY
WHY I NEVER HAD ANYTHING TO SAY
WHY I KEPT SO MANY SECERTS
AND TOLD SO MANY LIES

I GUESS U'LL NEVER KNOW WHY