Woke up to another day. Another day to get through. Once again i have to live another day of torture. Another day of crying in the dark. Cant keep it in much longer. All these emotions arent staying in. Cant anyone see that lifes really hard for me and i need help. Bulling isnt cool. But no one really cares about what i go through. Day after day wishing i wasnt me. Wishing i have someone else. So i could have just one peaceful day which doesnt include running away. I guess its just to much to ask for. I cant last much longer. The pain the confussion. The tears and fears. I guess what im saying is why cant i be perfect.