I gave my all,
Everything I had to you,
My first, my only I had hoped.
Too bad I'm not that lucky,
As what i had hoped.

You called me babe,
I said no,
That for me, was reserved for when it did truly be,
I said call me another,
And so you did,
My love.

Today, I re-read what she wrote,
Surprise is in store,
Pools of water swell in my eyes,
As I read your, so sweet reply.
You tell her not to lose hope.
What am I to you?

What are my feelings to you?
I may not have known you so well,
But I fell for you all the same,
And I was so afraid, I would cheat,
Even though i knew I am loyal in every leap.

Every decision I made for you,
Every sacrifice I made for you,
Why do you make me question,
Everything I did for you,
Whether your love is real,
Or my delusions,
I now have to deal.