Torn up inside
Torn up outside
No one to care
No one to love me
I scream
But no one hears me
When I cut
No one sees
It feels so good
With the blood running down my wrist
It hurts too
But I don't notice anymore
My life is so messed up right now
I wear fake smiles
Just so no one knows
I'm drowning in a puddle of my own blood
I feel so invisible
The only way I can express myself
Is through this pen and paper
I want to tell someone
I just don't know how to or who I can trust
I just wish I would've never done this
But I can't stop
And through this poem is my plee for help
So for just once I would like to know how it feels foe someone to care for me or love me
And now I've just realized I'm torn up inside and out