he threatened me
had me trapped in a corner
with no where to go
he had used his life as a weapon against me
If i said no he'd kill himself
his blood on my hands forever
i couldn't live with that
the words kept running through my head
"sleep with me
or my life is over and you'll be to blame"
he had me emotionally cornered with no chance of escape
and he was digging the knife of black mail in further
"choose my life or Dellis"
i know it sounds bad but now i had nothing i could do!
i love Dellis with all my heart
and couldn't do that to him
but his life over Dellis?
surely that had to be priority
i thought and argued "please don't make me choose"
He gripped the knife tight in his sweaty palm
And that was going to be the end
"i love you" he said
and he couldn't do it,
he looked at me,
"you love me too right?"
i couldn't lie and shook my head
"no" i said
the knife raised again
he stared into my eyes
and said "goodbye
if you don't love me
i don't want to live"
and the blade plunged down into his chest
and there was nothing i could do
it's the end of a chapter
the end of a story
the end of a friendship
the end of a life
i couldn't put things right
maybe i should've done as he'd asked
and chosen him over love