Everytime i see your face a tear crosses my heart; Each time you ask why my brain refuses to start; I may hold back feelings to only you; But in this Chaos and mess i am lost i cant think let alone know what to do; I often think after i talk with you usually for hours on end; What happened to my dad the one i had love and time to spend; Often i sleep getting lost in dreams where problems are forgotten in the world; I lay down close my eyes my head cant help but twirl; All though you may think i dont love you my words cant express the way; Neither can my actions show you in one gracious day; I would ask for help if i needed it or a direction to where i must go; But its been forever since i could truly show; Show whats inside live a carefree day; But this All happened and i lost my place; I hear you feel you understand every action you explain; It's just my head is such in a wreck that you on top of it is just too much pain; I remember you dad for what you use to be; And even though a new shell has taking over i still see; I'm trying you just can't realize; I am living this life where everything is a fight; Silence may be my chosen path; It doesnt mean i want to feel this wrath; i cant take it i cant even explain; The way you love me i cant show it i wouldnt be able to contain; I love you that cant change; But what is going on its to strange;

Dad ill always love you i cant show it but i can feel20it and you cant see it but i hope you can believe it