chocolate,

i heard that you are already home?
i heard that she's out of your life...
i heard that despite of what happened you still look good (i'm glad)
i heard that you are moving on...

i don't know what to say
i don't know what i am thinking of...
i don't know what to do...
i don't know what my plans are...

but for now i want to see you...
 eventhough i don't know how would i react...
but i want to talk you...
 eventhough i don't know how to start the conversation...
but i want to be with you...
 eventhough i don't know how could it be...
but i want to hug and feel you in my arms...
 eventhough i don't know how would it happen...

if you decide to love again...
would you consider me as of your choices?
or still you think i am out of your league...
if we would face each other...
what you gonna do? what you gonna tell me?
will you turn your back on me? or just pretend that i don't exist...

i still am inlove with you chocolate,,,
it's been 12 years or more...
you've been married and have 2 kids...
but still my feelings is still the same...
(while i never had a man in my entire life)
...kung ako na lang sana...
i never prayed this moment to come...
that i would have a chance, no i don't want to hope (again)

hope we will have the chance to meet again...
and see what will happen...

i am in mount of turmoil...
i've been crying for two nights...


love,
strawberry...

do you still remember how and when the story of chocolate and strawberry started?
i still remember how you look like when you say "i love you strawberry"
i won't ever forget that night... year of 1997 month of September!