Once in my life I have chosen studies and good future over love
Now, I have a great career I am already where I wanted to be
But then I realized how sad could it be

Looking at him having a great girlfriend
I can't take away myself from thinking What if
What if I didn't let you go will I be where I'm at now?
What if I didn't broke up with you are we still together now?

I wanted to believe in destiny that maybe we are not meant to be together
That its God's will to take you away from me
But I still can't help but blame myself because the decision was in my hands

Its painful knowing that you have moved on right away,
but the answer is still unknown if I will choose you if I can turn back time

Maybe I am just too selfish but I love you still after all this time
And All I can hope for is that I hope someday, one day, our paths will still cross
And you'll realize that I left you for a reason that maybe a selfish reason
But it has also been good for you

I know this is insane but I just want to let my feelings out.