You were the first i crushed,
And I was the one you crushed,
I told you what I felt,
For my heart could no longer contain.

Under pressure I indulged,
In those clear tears that poured from my eyes,
As I told you my heart belongs to you,
And that sentence I never finished.

You told me not to cry,
For you,
Still as you said it,
Something arrogant underlined it.

I could not face you the next day,
It was impossibly inexplainable,
For I have always been,
A strong person who braved everything.

And yet, ironically,
I cowered from you.
I was cold that night,
As rejection always is.

But it never ended there,
You knew the power,
That you used on me,
And I bowed for my heart still bled.

A year and a half went,
You were rude,
Your arrogant front pushed ME to the front,
And I pushed back
To hell you may go.

For 10 days we never spoke,
I did not care,
I was tired of your "Care",
I loved you but no more.

You are my friend once again,
I could not be happier,
But i only want it that way,
Once is enough, and it went a long way.