I just remembered that P’s birthday is in a few days. I cannot believe that I almost forgot about it….I would like to call him but that will just complicate things. I used to tell him to get over … I wish it was that simple… Today I had a look on the e-mails sent by him. Last e-mail was sent long time ago. Last time I spoke with him was during my lunch break at work. I rushed him because I had a project to finish (!!!!). That was the last time I heard something from him. I just very much hope that he is happy.