U know the more you write the more i dont understand the real you.This is just another good art.

Just always remember that your son needs you more than A-N-Y-O-N-E in this world. He looks up to you because you're his mom. Don't let your hurtfulness stand in your way of taking care of your precious one, (that wasn't asked to be born in this world in the first place). You have to take care of him because no one else will take care of him like his heart, *YOU*. I suggest maybe for you-going to counseling to get some help. You seem like a really nice person-just some things are standing in your way right now. Good Luck to you and your baby.

i know my son needs me more than anyone...my son was taking from me by his grandmother on his dads side he signed his parental rights over to her when i left him and since she had a lawyer and money and i was only 18 and didnt know the real world and yet had no wisdom she won its a long story but the thought of this poem is how i feel everyone looks at me as mother who failed because i just stood there in the court room and didnt know what to say to the judge i didnt know my rights and it went so fast i just stood there and cried letting her win but im fighting for my son as we speak im in school i have a 3bedroom a apartment and i work 2 jobs and i have a lawyer she thought she could just destroy me like that thinking i was young and dumb and i would give up but i never give up not on my self or my son and again the poems are only feelings i have never acted out any type of suicide but if i did i would go to counseling for sure