I've met some sweet people here.
So kind that I came here seeking their company today
But none of my friends are here
I fight feelings of lonliness but today they have all returned
I feel a crushing sense of lonliness today
and I don't know where to go

Sadness came first
To see someone I love make a bad choice
my daughter
And I couldn't stop her or not help feeling responsible
To feel lies again and silence
Hurt my spriit which I have been struggling to mend
Today I don't feel much like going back to work...ever.
I wonder what tomorrow will bring
or if I can pull myself up once again


I miss the feeling of a soft hand in mine
I really do
I miss a gentle smile that show caring underneath
or feeling connected and understood.
I wish I could spend hours cradled in the arms of love
But this is just a cruel dream today
That leave me more lonely and downhearted

Wondering where life will toss me next.
A cup of coffee is the only friend around today.