i tryed to commet suiside over a girl once it was kayla she lost the baby after 3 months prego and i couldnt live with that i ended up in bhc (behavior health clinic) because of it and the whole time i blamed her for leaving me for the loss for all of it when i finaly relized it wasnt her fault it was mine i couldnt live with out her is what i thought and it turns out i just wanted her to feel my pain its not your fault people do things for different reasons but no one trys to kill themselfs to die they want to be with a person they cant and they dont know what to do its hard but sometimes you have to move on and someday he will realize that like i did today i just learned all this today ive had one hell of a day i want to talk so when you get on get on yahoo plz

love spencer