HAVING THIS ROUTINE IS LIKE LIVING DAYS IN A PERFECT SCHEDULEWAKING UP TO DO THE SAME THING AGAIN AND AGAINWANTING TO BE DIFFERENTWANTING TO BE PERFECTSTRESSED ABOUT PRICES ABOUT WORK ABOUT EVERYTHINGLOOSING OR GAINING LBS DAY BY DAYFEELING OLD AND DEPRESSEDBUT EVERYTIME WE TRY TO CHANGEAN OBSTACLE APPEARS TO SUFFOCATE US AND WE WAKE UP THE NEXT DAYAGAIN DOING THE SAME SCHEDULENOT HAVING TIME FOR FAMILY, FRIENDS, OR WORST TIME FOR ONESELFTRYING TO HAVE FUN WITHOUT ANY TIMEMAKING WRONG DECISSIONS WAKING UP NINE MONTHS LATER WITH AN ENORMOUS BELLYOR WAKING UP NEXT TO A GIRL WHO YOU DONT RECOGNIZE ANY LONGERTAKING THOSE ADVANCED DRUGS DESPERATELY TRYING TO LIVE BETTER OR JUST GET THROUGH THE DAYFEELING EMPTY INSIDE WITH NO ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS BECAUSE THEY FEEL THEY HAVE IT WORSTSO WHEN DOES IT ALL ENDIN A DARK LONELY GRAVE?OR DOES IT EVER CHANGE?DO WE EVER TRY TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND ACTUALLY LIVE?OR IS BEING A REPLAYED FILM THE ONLY THING THAT WE WILL EVER LIVE?