I didn't realise you were there,
Shaken up to my suprise,
Didn't know how to decide what was fair,
Tears streamed from my eyes,
Felt like my life had crashed,
To be or not to be?
My head was utterly mashed,
The time came when i had to let you slip away,
I had thoughts of you in my arms to care,
I leant my lesson from that day,
Alot of pain dare not to share,
Baby, if it wasn't for me you would be here,
I do question my choice,
You would have been a beautiful person; nothing to fear through voice,
I had thought of names and how my life would lead,
My head was very unclear,
My heart for you truly bleeds,
We could have lived our lives together,
My own bundle of love and affection,
I never had thought i could have been a mother,
The situation is a case of relfection,
What persuaded me to through my abortion?
I adore the few weeks we had together.
All my heart and soul,
Your mum x