can you believe,how could i reveal
when my worst nightmare comes true
though you ask me to be fine,
how can i burn those moments
and just live the life...

people ask about me,
but always i avoid been seen
can't figure it out and no use of
opening my mouth,
though im joyful but im stressed,
would anyone care to guess....

Now i live in a life like hell
got no place to yell my pain,
i cry inside and hide everytime
but someone help me to
save my life....

i move on, along the road
sometimes i do forget to check the phone,
but would i hear anyone say "im there"or should i say
i dont care,
its not that i'm blue or sad,
just can't figure out this nightmare.....