From the pedestal of gold and rubies Choked by loosened grip and pure love I jumped out from the cradle of perfumed silk Into the fire of thorns and sufferings For the love that I long for and dreamed Deserting myself from the love with no doubts And choose to be a lady of chaos and sins What I long for is true love I dreamed Into another arms of forbidden love and desires How come the love is wrong when it is true? How come it came too late and made me blue? What am I looking for above them all? One heart was truely mine and no doubts at all One is my true love but can't be mine anymore Of all these happening it makes me feel empty and sad Coz I never intend to turn good things to bad I only got hurt after all the love I gave and ever had