It's almost everyday it seems
I think of what if
these thoughts racing through my mind
this fire that 's burning within me
or the thoughts that consume me
andmy very heart
my soul is searching for
something I still haven't found
what if i may soon change
my fantasies into reality
I feel my heart streatching within
Tearing me apart
Afraid of losing control
knowing its so out of reach
trying to pull it closer
and mend my yearning heart
to finally put an end to
my consciousness
To finally put my mind to rest
so my heartbeat will
return to normal
and never again will I
have to ask myself what if?
of exactly what i want