I wonder
How she makes you smile
How she calls your name
How she touch your face
How she kiss you goodnight

I wonder
How happy you are together
Together with your little angel
Walking side by side
While holding hand in hand

I wonder
How she took care of you if you're not well
Does she prepares your favorite meal?
Does she rubs your back when you are tired?
How soothing are her fingers could bring

I wonder
How she makes you feel when you're alone at night
How you build your dreams while body entwined
Have you ever thought about me?
I'm just wondering...I wish...maybe...maybe

I wonder
How do you call her name
I hope you dont call her, "Baby"
I hope this endearment is only for me
Coz I'm hurt, my heart could burst in jealousy

All these days I've done nothing but wondering
Instead of mending the pain, it keeps on bleeding
A broken heart, was shattered all over again
Nothing has left, but tiny pieces of memories
I can't hold on so long, I'm sinking in to this place

This place is so dark, I am so alone
Nobody is in here, I'm all alone wandering
Nobody by my side but my shattered dreams
And a speechless shadow of darkness
I wonder, How long will I stay like this?


by: bluerose
08-04-08
24:10