2-14-08 speechless

I am speechless, but I find something to say. Something to fill the silence, the empty space, the 1,000 miles that I have gone away. My hands are shaking, a nervous sense overwhelms my thoughts. All this that had been put behind, resurfaces and sucks me into the waves I have fought. Striking me with memories put to past. Feels like just yesterday, the days go by so fast. Knowing that the time is wrong, just one day away, is far too long. Holding you close, I don’t want to leave your side. Another day and I’ll be taking another ride, to another place, where I can’t see your beautiful face. Still up late at night, thinking of your eyes , your touch, your smile. Wishing that someday we might, be with each other for more than just a while. Our last moment together plays and replays, you are my silence, you fill my empty space.