That was fucking amazing i definetly know how that shit can be. Ive been doing it for almost 8 years and alot of people think that we can just snap out of it like nothing. We do it because we have alot more shit to deal with than the "normal" people.They just say go to counsiling but that doesnt work eaither. Thats why i still cut my wrists almost every night and tried to kill my self more time than i can think of. We are still people and we have just as many feelings as they do and it hurts just as much when sombody steps on them.  
I hope that all of you like my poem:  

Tears of blood run down my face 
When i think of picking up that blade. 
I may cut once, 
I may cut twice. 
Whatever my decision will be 
It'll be the one for me.

I'll watch the blood flow down my wrists 
While i sit and think of bliss. 
I may cry once, 
I may cry twice. 
Whatever my decision will be 
Won't bother me, 
Because i know it'll be the end for me.