It’s everything you’d teach Me
Has me wondering
If these intentions
Start to mention
Merciless words thrown together
Dust collects on the surface
Is my heart something you don’t use anymore
Something you don’t Have any use for…
Wait now
something just isn’t right
My heart on the inside
Locked down tight
No not I
Not even I can get within
There’s no telling what I’ve felt
No idea what its lets in
I don’t want to fall away
So polish off the surface
Pretend everything is okay
You make I
I don’t know what I am
I is not me
But I is who you make me
I’ve lost all recognition
Of this movement
Of this beat
An inside infection
Bringing defeat
I inhale the deepest breath of you
Pulling poison through
Like ivy fire
Through veins’ desire
To carry on
Quick and uncontrolled
I take over
Slow and unnoticed
What is happening to me
Something you’d never see
A hold on me
I take in the sharpest pain
Razors name
Signed yours truly
Lips blue freeze
Bringing ease
And teasing those who correct me
I take over
And look to you
But you go walking through
Me and I alone
Locked outside
In this heartless home