It was a very long time ago that I met you. We were nine years old and we locked eyes at your aunts house. I was there with my Mom and couldn't take my eyes off of you. That was pretty much it for me, all I wanted was you from that day going forward. You were tall, dark and handsome and those green eyes trapped me.
We became friends throughout our childhood and any time I could visit you I would. Our parents knew each other and everytime I heard my Mom was going to your place I'd be ready in a jippy.
We began dating in highschool, we were first loves and everything was magical. We grew apart, maybe it was just highschool in general but I never stopped loving you nor did you stop loving me. We still visited each other, hung out from time to time, went to parties together. You were always that special person that owned my heart. I had no choice.
In our early adulthood we got back together and eventually shared a home. I loved you so much but was immature and uncertain of what I really wanted. I wanted to have fun but didn't want to lose you. Lets say I wanted to have my cake and eat it too. We began to grow apart and I thought I didn't care anymore. I thought, whatever we can go our seperate ways. We were both stubborn taurus' seeing as we're both born in may eight days apart in the same hospital. The Universe brought us together a long time before we met. Until that one terrible night.... we had a terrible fight and I went out with my bestfriend. She got me very, very drunk and I kissed someone. Best part of it is there were pictures. Pictures of me with someone I don't care about at all. This ended us and this ended me. I have never been a cheater yet always the one that was cheated on and how funny is it that the one time I "cheat" I lose the love of my life.

So we have moved on as best as we can. I know deep down in there you will always love me as much as I love you. There is no offswitch when you find your soul mate.

Some of the things we had in common with no control.
1) Born the same year, the same hospital one week apart
2) We have opposite siblings  (3 boys 1 girl for you) (3 girls one boy for me) each are the same age
3) His aunt was my Mothers best friend. That's how we met
4) Our grandmothers on our mothers side were buried three rows from eachother in the same cemetary (we didn't know each other at this point) and they died the same year.

The list goes on and on and we'll never be together again... only in spirit and dreams.
Forever I will love you, my heart is yours even if we will be with other people for the rest of our lives. I will love that person but he will never be you,
Sincerely,
Heartbroken