I’m losing faith in life everyday

As I watch the girl I love walk away

Just not care

As I’m pushed to the side

I question myself

Have her feelings died

I’m slipping further and further away from altercation

Though some stress is lifted

I feel like I’ve lost connections

That were once apart of me

But no longer entangle me

In this straight jacket of affection

Crazy to think I’m loved

Crazy to think that I’m the one she now thinks of

Vacant halls

Hollow walls

The feeling slowly empties

And packs its belongings

Single sort of seems so simple

Arriving and waking with out your face

It's almost unbearable

How terrible I feel

Trying not to care for you

Echoed sounds of my heart breaking

There is no faking this

No mistaking

Or shaking it off

Scars from my stupidity

Cruel quips undermine

Tears drip, I know it’s time

For me to say I’m sorry

But how many times

And how many times will I wonder if you were ever sincere

That those three words were said clear

A mumble here

A stutter there

Of course I care...

Beneath the skin

Beneath that rib cage

A desire beating

of flesh and blood

An honest heart that speaks of

all the best qualites to love

I see that...

Was alway there...

in her eyes

in her stare

But what about in her head

I mumble

I stutter all these words to forget about them

I must leave these feelings only for paper