As I sit here examining the horrific nature of my
past, and ponder the hopelessness of my future.

I understand my failures and accept them as my own
fault.

I have not chosen my path in life too wisely. I have
made numerous mistakes.

I therefore have declared myself null and void and a
useless waste of time and space.

The question for me was never if but when the time of
my death would arrive.

The time is growing near for this event and I have
chosen my weapon of dispatch.

Like my life my death will be very unimportant and
lackluster and end quickly.

And so it will be. I will leave this world like I came
in, broke and unloved and gone.