SWEET PRECIOUS OCEANS     (his eyes)

My darling fate what have you done??
Again of me you're makng fun!
Now when he passed,            (i felt for him from the 1st time i saw him)
Now when i glanced,
My buning in his hell begun..    (hell because it is impossible for us to be together)

Oh! how i wish he'd mean a hell                  (now it's the contrast,he's not hell cause if he'd be i'd run away..but i need it,i need to stay even suffering)
MY GOD!!  just how i wish that sparkling due         (i feel his eyes sparkle all time)
  on that soft darling baby blue                        (baby blue sweet eyes)
  like heaven roses wouldn't smell..
A sea below and sky above,                                (lookin at the sea i see them and in the sky i see them too)
a large a holly golden bell..                      (when God created them he wa listening to the church's bells,inspired him and inspired the birth ofmy feelings)
Sapphires in a transparent divine shell..
are all i'm begging for all time,
     in the lonely corner of my cell...                        (the cell is my mind)


I claim it was my destination
meeting a masterpiece of God's creation
fruits of a sunday morning inspiration
a lifetime of servetude i would exchange
for finding in his stare appretiation,                              (yes,i guess i'd give anything for seeing his eyes always only on me..happy to watch me)
fulfiling my monstrous temptation
and please just don't insult my mind!!,
saying this is a short flirtation...
I want to drown,I need to die
in them,near them,with them alone in isoation..  (in his eyes)
night and day i hear those  silent screeming whispers   (silent cause no one hears them in my mind,but screaming cause they scream for him inside me)
in my charmed boundless imagination...
their secret cries their declaration:             (what my thoughts claim in my imagination)

"How much you love him dear how much!
 we're thoughs intangible,
 but need a touch..
our friend the heart explodes down there again..
for how long after it we'll be able to life sustain??
  we are your soul and we adore him!!        
now we  are living only for him..

Our lord!!
for a drop of affection!!
for a single reflection!!   (a reflection of me in his eyes,means he will be looking at me,i will be near him!!)
we'll surrender ourselves
for his love as the most precious price..
for life,for forever,
          in his tender blue eyes..."

                      AMEN...I pass it to the skies.........

note:  This poem is dedicated to a person who stole my heart not even knowing me..The irony is that i don't know anything about him too,i just see him..
       AND his one look returned to me the feelings i forgot i ever had..And for that i'm thankful...