The first time we ever met i didn't notice you until i saw you were all alone so i went to talk to you. As time went by you became my best friend. Sure you've got anger issues and you take it out on me and we don't get along sometimes but we'll always be friends. So then why? Why did i suddenly see you as more than a friend?
I've asked myself that everyday and i just can't erase my feelings for you. No i can never do that. It's grown too much for me to just simply erase it.
But when i see you laughing so hard with someone else, i'm feeling three things at the same time. Anger,hate, and jealousy. I feel angry at the person that tries to take you away from me. I feel hated towards that person that can make you laugh so hard. And i feel jealous cause that person makes you laugh and i can't.
The reason i feel these things is because i had fallen in love with you but that can never be because falling in love with your best friend was not expected. I had always known this and it breaks my heart to admit it but you are someone i can never have.