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So much pressure. The heavy weights of pressure. No one could say “no” without being frowned upon.
An eager gleam in his eye. The sickening lump that formed in your throat and then dropped to your stomach.
You can’t make up any more excuses. There’s so many things that your worried about. Breathe in slowly, slow your heart- nothing can make this go away
Pray for you. Pray he changes his mind, even though you know there’s no hope.
You look nervously behind you, at the excited expressions on everyone’s face.
You know the only thing you can do. With all your bravery you slowly hold your breathe and lean forward, carefully.
You hear distant laughs, distant remarks. But what you’re really focusing is on the soft, large, warm hands sliding over your back, learning the curves of your hips.
So much pressure. The heavy weights of pressure. No one could say “no” without being frowned upon.
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