I see myself alone for far too long,
I have been left alone for supposably doing wrong.
It's not easy being something that people think is phoney,
Maybe that is the reason I'm always so lonely.

The biggest pain I feel is when I want to cry,
But I just simply can't no matter how hard I try.
I'm not better than anyone but I see myself as the worst,
Maybe that is the reason I feel like I'm about to burst.

Describing my pain os so difficult to do no matter what,
Because my sanity is what it is planning to cut.
To drive me insane with sorrow is what it wants to do,
But things have been so different ever since I met you.

I feel the pain quiver in fear when you're around,
And it begins to release me from the darknes where I'm bound.
But each time I see you at the end of a tunnel of light,
It quickly turns into a tunnel of darkness when you're out of sight.

No matter how hard I always seem to work,
With sorrow I seem to want to cut myself with a dirk.
I know this seems to be indeed very wrong,
But with just the thought of you keeps me strong.

It's honest to say it isn't too late to run away,
But I believe my sorrow would want me to stray.
No matter what I no longer want to feel this pain,
I just want to meet you in the light and be in the rain.