I ran quick into the restroom, and locked the door
Held myself with care.. i sat on the cold floor
My mind was spinning, i was afraid... suddenly so afraid
But the price wuz about to be paid..
I sat down by the sink and laid my head to rest beside it..
Cant do anything, cant do anything about it....
Tears took over, blurring my vision..
I wonder if thats why God put me here, to survive this mission...
Why was i suddenly so scared? all he did was scream..
I cant believe im acting like this, think of it as a dream..
I need to calm down, it isn't the way it seems
Thunder all around me, I want to fly far away
Take me now Lord, I dont want to remain here another day
I can hear daddy's screams, im rocking back and forth
I dont kno wut u see in him momz, your time he aint worth..
Flashbacks run through my mind.. i can see the blood
Im drowning in a red river, this place is about to flood..
I can see moms fightin back... surely she's losing all the while..
Why cant things go bak to normal?, Why cant I just see them both smile?
But thats not daddy anymore, who is it then?
Shhhh.. everything will be ok.. just count to ten..
I dont know what to do, i want him to stop!
Lets fly together.. lets fly to the top..
Im sweating, fear has taken over me, i dont know what to do..
Why is mom giving up? Yet I have no clue..
Maybey thats why, i call myself daughter of the Blue...
But he wont stop, no he just wont stop, i wish this would cease
And even as i sit here screaming back, please stop daddy please!
Silence... dead silence, i cant hear a thing..
The birds out side.. the beautiful birds begin to sing..
And I still lay here with a broken wing...
I try to get up, my knees weak, im shaking...
The hope inside me is braking..
From this nightmare, I am awaking..
I unlock the door, i peek my head outside, my face red and wet
Pushing away the tears, My blouse full of sweat..
Daddy no wher to be seen, i take a step outside..
I dont want him to see me hurt, no matter how much i try..
Water trickles down the side of my face onto the kitchen floor..
Sshhh... quickly, close the door..
Yes.. peace and quiet.. All i asked for before..