I ran quick into the restroom, and locked the door Held myself with care.. i sat on the cold floor My mind was spinning, i was afraid... suddenly so afraid But the price wuz about to be paid.. I sat down by the sink and laid my head to rest beside it.. Cant do anything, cant do anything about it.... Tears took over, blurring my vision.. I wonder if thats why God put me here, to survive this mission... Why was i suddenly so scared? all he did was scream.. I cant believe im acting like this, think of it as a dream.. I need to calm down, it isn't the way it seems Thunder all around me, I want to fly far away Take me now Lord, I dont want to remain here another day I can hear daddy's screams, im rocking back and forth I dont kno wut u see in him momz, your time he aint worth.. Flashbacks run through my mind.. i can see the blood Im drowning in a red river, this place is about to flood.. I can see moms fightin back... surely she's losing all the while.. Why cant things go bak to normal?, Why cant I just see them both smile? But thats not daddy anymore, who is it then? Shhhh.. everything will be ok.. just count to ten.. I dont know what to do, i want him to stop! Lets fly together.. lets fly to the top.. Im sweating, fear has taken over me, i dont know what to do.. Why is mom giving up? Yet I have no clue.. Maybey thats why, i call myself daughter of the Blue... But he wont stop, no he just wont stop, i wish this would cease And even as i sit here screaming back, please stop daddy please! Silence... dead silence, i cant hear a thing.. The birds out side.. the beautiful birds begin to sing.. And I still lay here with a broken wing... I try to get up, my knees weak, im shaking... The hope inside me is braking.. From this nightmare, I am awaking.. I unlock the door, i peek my head outside, my face red and wet Pushing away the tears, My blouse full of sweat.. Daddy no wher to be seen, i take a step outside.. I dont want him to see me hurt, no matter how much i try.. Water trickles down the side of my face onto the kitchen floor.. Sshhh... quickly, close the door.. Yes.. peace and quiet.. All i asked for before..