Schizophrenic..(by Vinod Rawat)
Let me fight against someone who resides within me
Someone who controls me and prevents me to become who I can be
Someone whom except me no one can see
Though no one can see him but can often feel that it is there
As we can just feel but cannot see air
Though the situations when you can feel him in me are very rare
But whenever this happens I get scare
When he comes he just takes control of my body whole
What is wrong and what is right even this is not clearly distinguished by my soul
At this point of time my true nature is not allowed to play any role
All I can do is to just wait and watch what all things he do
How whenever he comes brings along with him for my loved ones some problems new
Which I in this huge world have very few
How he tries to hide what ever I about my loved ones's feel
By doing this he just in my beautiful world lots of sorrows fill
Which in turn reduces all my zeal......