Scared

You close your eyes
take a deep breath

And then you
Start to expain
Why you can't date

You have been hurt 
To many times
You don't like 
Hurting people

You're scared
Why? 
Because of what I
Could do to you?

You think you're scared
I have more of a reason 
To be scared of
You  

You lie
You cheat
You use
Girls

I shouldn't
Trust you
I shouldn't
Love you

But i do
I don't know
Why but .......
I do!

i wrote this about one of my friends... i like him alot and he flurts with me all the time but I'm scared to start anything with him because he does like, and cheat, and use girls. and i don't want him to do that to me.... HELP.... :(