You are so blind
You can't see the love
The love that shines through my
eyes for you

Alcohol and drugs
I blame
They mask you
Mask you from everything

So much anger and hatred
I see and hear from you
I miss your smile your laughter

You tell me, I never loved
or cared for you
every night of every day
but yet I stayed
because I love you

If you would only take away
the alcohol the drugs
you would notice me
you would be able to see
everything I have tried
time and time again just to show you
I cared

You would gaze into my eyes
and my soul and see that
I am the only drink or high
you need

Anything I do or say
means nothing to you
So I must end this torture
you keep enduring on me

My first love,
My first heartbreak,
I will always cherish what we had
from the good to the bad

My heart has had its last crack..
Time will heal all our wounds..
Our sadness our anger
will fly away with time..