im sick of the silence...
im about to blow...
as soon as he's here...
is as soon as he goes...


my anger is a flowing river...
and im drowning in my pain...
i love him so much but he's driving me insane...


he speaks no words...
and my presence is unknown...
silence is eating me slowly...
and my rage is about to explode...


i feel incarcerated, traped in hell...
why does he feel so far away...
when he's sitting right here...

a neverending nightmare so horrible...
it keeps me awake....
i thought he really loved me...
BUT
i guess what he was feeling was hate...

i hate the way my life is...
i hate the way I feel
i want the perfect life, i dream
BUT
reality is what is here....