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He told me that he was like no other, he would never hurt nor abuse me. I found out last night that was a lie. It's hard to understand, but he has problems...actual true mental problems and he refuses to except his medication becasue it makes him feel like a zombie. of all movies, we decided to sit and watch the "Nutty Professor'. Enjoying the movie and eating pizza everything was fine until he started getting a buzz from that six pack. He started to eat his pizza like an animal and talk to himself. Always those voices inside his head. They have him convenced that I'm cheating on him even though I'm with him every single day. They make him believe that I'm evil...that I'm out to hurt him. he tells me that I'm a "fuckin bitch', and I should be killed, but honestly... that dosen't bother me because he says stuff like that all the time when hes talking to "the voices". I get uncomfortable, so I move to the other side of the room, this is crazy because it only upsets him more. We continue to watch the movie. He stands up, clearly furious with me. I look at him, afraid of what to do or say. He attacks me. Seriously. Punching, pulling my hair...a full blown attack. His brother is there to save my life, literally. He come at me again and tells me to die. he leaves calling me every name in the book...i'm traumatized and trying not to break apart. As I pick up the chunks of my hair all over the floor I realize....my boyfriend is crazy. ( his nickname is CRAZYLEGGS) Later that night he comes back to talk. He dosent remember a thing...totally blocked out. he's upset because he sees my body, my face...my hair and wonders "WHO" did this to me. I smile...hug and kiss him and remind him that I fell.

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