There are so many things I want to let you know. At last, I told you everything tonight. I know it must be hard for you to take it. It is not easy for me either. Do you know how hard and painful it is to say goodbye to the person you love so much? I took our relationship really seriously. Please don't think that I was fooling around with your feelings. I know you are true and sincere to me. I also know that you love me very much. But I'm sorry I have to let you go. When you come to choose between family and love, what will you do? My parents will always be my parents. Till the day I die, they will still be my parents. And they are the only one I have. If they are gone, I won't have another father or mother. And you will always be two years younger than me. That's a fact that we can't change and my parents won't approve. My dear, I am really sorry. You were my first and I always thought that you will be my last because I have never love anyone like this before. At first, I thought it was just puppy love. Never did I knew, it will get this far. I hope this won't be the end for us. If I was given the chance to choose all over again, I will still choose to be with you. I never regretted my decision. Although no one from my family trust you, but I do. I trust and believe in you whole heartedly because you have proven to me that you are worthy of my trust and you will never betray me. Let's not give up yet. We are still young and there is plenty of time to convince my parents. But as for now, we have to take a break. These 3 years, all the time we have spent together I will never forget it. Those times will always be in our memories. I want you to know that, You have changed my life completely. I love you, Jon. I really really do!