 | this is my story...
it hurts when you have found out that the one you love has no love for you at all... he was just someone who taught you a very big lesson, save some love for yourself..! don't overdo!!
after me and my boyfriend broke up, it seems as though a died a bit, i really loved him so much, he is my life, and i never really thougt that he would hurt me this much... we broke up because his ex gf came back, i have no choice but to let him go, set him free, i wanaa see him happy, hat's why i did that... i wanna see that smile appear once more in his lips, i don't wanna be called selfish, for keeping him to myself, where in he is not happy anymore... i tried to adjust to the fact that he is no longer mine, i still wanna be his friend though i know that it's kinda hard to adjust, but fate is indeed cruel, a week later after our break up, he has found another girl(i haven't heard anything from him, after our break up,) his ex gf was just fooling around to confuse him, it was too late for him to know, he himself knew how much he has hurt me... my only question was, was i loved? was he just finding an excuse to break up with me? i seeked for answers in him, but all i get was these words.."i love you, i know you know that, but after the things that i have done to you, for making you cry, i don't deserve you anymore, you deserve someone better, forgive me for hurting you.." does this mean that he doesnt want me anymore? or was it just his pride?
and now, as of the latest news, the girl and him broke up, and he do believe that it's his karma, i pity him, really, i still dont wanna see him hurt and cry... i still care...
my question is this, is he worth it if ever he comes back to me? should i accept him again? advice please... thanks... |  |