What to do when you are in the middle, when you feel that half of your body pulls to the right, and half to the left, when, after many years you conceived a child, and are not in love with his father, when you meet someone who makes yu shiver, makes you tremble, makes you content, but not f=dream. when you meet that someone who is not the father of your kid, but brings out the woman in you, and touches you with his breath to make you melt. This person is making me doubt, i would like to have him with me but he doesnt have a steady job, and is not very responsible. He is older than m by 8 years. im 26. I recently separated from the father of my son and have been involved with this new man. I feel like im in love with him sometimes,. but then others i feel like its a crazy thing because no one knows, and because i dont feel secure with him. I need half of each one of them. Please help me.
By the way, my son is 2 years old.
What should i do? Now, my husband wants to come back with us to the new apartment i just rented. What to do?????