Here I am undone, transfixed
before the morning sun,
first light is the only light,
what have I become.

It burns so bright it blinded me
to close like Icharas
and I was so scared I had to flee
but darkness followed me.

I tripped and fell I stumbled forth
running scared in false laid fear
the shadow of ignorance closing in
until my days were filled with tears.

Lord I thought I was forsaken
everything you'd given me
 so sorrowfully you've taken.
I still struggle for your trust
Faith sometimes is marred in vain
but trust in you I know I must
despite this neverending pain.

In my heart I know you have forgiven
It knows the reason I am still living
It feels your Love and Grace and Freedom
I know you are rebuilding me
but so much pain in growths lean lessons
so I may learn and not forget them
Faith in this is all I have
May I not lose my way
Lord give me sight that I may see
I am the light you've given me
Hold me close let me Believe
it's not too late for me.