Raven My Friend-

My heart beats for you,
My eyes bleed for you,
Oh, how I long to be your friend,
I want to hold you and look into your eyes
and feel the closeness once again

I want you to take me, and make me, as one with you:
Let's be together, forever, and I promise to be true,
then I will no more feel the pain.
I only wish you wanted the same.

Please tell me that it's wrong,
that I should not have these feelings that are so strong.
I've tried and tried to let them go,
but they remain,
out of control.

What else am I supposed to do,
when all I think about is being with you?
Every day, I wonder IF,
with hopes and desires that go adrift.

I'm not perfect and may never be,
I've made some mistakes I admit regretfully,

I'm sorry that I hurt you with "disrespect",
that's a time that I strongly do regret.
But I kneel down every day
and pray to God that you'll be okay.

And I've never, ever, not even once
thought of you as a "piece of meat",
but as a person of worthiness, whom I admire,
for your strength and courage
and your honesty,
your friendly and caring personality,
and for your charming smile.
Knowing you is all worth my while....

Why do I still feel the pain,
even after you said it'll never happen again?
I know all the reasons why, but still I can't deny
I want you even more today.

So what do you say?



to be continued.......