Through the beginning of my Junior year, I still was hopelessly in love with Jon. I had lost Kyle, the love of my life. I had lost Danny. I had lost a reason for living...I only kept holding on to Jon because I wanted to badly for him to give me the time of day. Plus, he was cute.

Written Friday, August 5, 2005:

How did you know
That one day I would fall
For somebody like you?

How did you know
That I would fall in love,
And hate you, too?

Perhaps I came on too strongly,
Perhaps not enough.
Perhaps you just didn't like me.
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

When did you realize
That our love was no longer true?
I look at myself in the mirror,
And wonder why I still miss you.

How did you know
That I would fall in love?
Perhaps I came on too strongly.
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

-Lindsay-©