As i sit here cutting thru my skin crying out
Why can't any body hear my cries?
I don't want this pain
But I like how he makes me feel
I miss him
And I hate him
But I love this sensational feeling
So the blood drips down as I wish the pain away by causing new pain
The blood just washes away
The scars are forever
I love him
I don't want to
But I do want to
I can’t make up my mind
My heart is going to burst
He is the only one who can make it stop
Help me
Save me from the pain that I cause myself
it hurts
But it’s something other than the pain that I feel for him