I dont drag sadness through my life
But why it's following me, it's pulling me down
I kept you in my heart, I norture you with love
But why I'm dying inside, like a knife it's ripping me apart
I'm trying to pick up the pieces of me, but it's slipping off my hands

Like a baby solving a jigzaw puzzle it's not really fun
It's like playing ballad into rock, just losing the mellow rhythm
It's like walking barefoot on ice, it numbs my feet
It makes me shivers, it keeps everything fresh
Might stops the bleed, but make me feel the wound within

It keeps me awake at night, like taking too much caffeine
It stabs my heart, suddenly I forgot who I am
Might be okay if I just forgot everything, as well as your face
I wanted to run away, but how will I learn if I do this
And why I feel weak, it's like poison running through my veins

I could see my room turns dark, everything upside down
I can't breath, my head is heavy, I could  cry no more
I can't stare, I can't move, everythings falling apart
Over me, on me, crushing me down, I feel no more
I am bleeding, shivering, bathing with my own blood and tears
But why it doesn't stop, why the pain doesn't go away?