I wander through the monotony that is my life, amidst the chaos of
black and white..
every action seems mechanical, every event totally
predictable, my every response, automatic.
I struggle through limbo,
wishing,hoping,praying for something to snap me out of this
reverie..
hoping for the proverbial sign from above, the divine hand
slapping some color to this bland existence..
pushing me onwards to
better things. watching and nodding with some satisfaction as i grope
my way out of this darkness, stumbling, falling,
but inching
forward..out of the dark as i slowly emerge and stare unblinkingly at
the burning light of something newer,
something better, something
utterly perfect…
and knowing that this time it is meant for me.