 | I honestly don't know what's come over me...i can't stand being without you, but at the same time its breaks my heart thinking of you...
I know it doesn't matter how much i dream about you or pray for you, i'll never have you,i'll never be the "one"... the one who make you smile, the one hold in your arms and never want to let go, and i'll never be the one you'll love for all the time.
But it doesn't stop me...it doesn't stop the tears i cry every night,
or thoughts about you everyday, or even that little piece of hope left in my heart that tells me MAYBE, just maybe someday you'll realize.
I wish you knew how much i want to tell you, to let you know what you mean to me....i won't let myself do it, i still don't know why, it's not like my heart is going to break anymore,you've already done that for me.
After all u keep ur distance and you don't want to say anything.
So i pretend, I pretend you mean absolutely nothing to me.
So i smile and laugh and bury the tears and pain deep down, where I'm sure you can't see them, because i know i can't make you love me, and so i have to let go...that's the hardest part, letting go. And i know all i have left are the memories of "us" and i'll cherish them forever,
Because NOTHING LAST FOREVER, no matter how wonderful it is... i know that now..
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