 | 10/16/06
Not Ever Knowing
Not ever knowing what tomorrow will bring,
Searching for something, my head starts to ring,
Knowledge of nothing, and nothing of knowledge,
They say that I’m now farther from life on the edge,
So far away, but way closer than I have ever been,
My will of my dreams, my hope I defend,
Questions I have, but no words are spoken,
Lost where I am, fixing the broken,
The sky growing grey the cold will come soon,
Here I will stay until I am able to run,
Faces and places, the twists and the turns,
Tested those limits, too close I get burned,
Alone but together, my stomach it pains,
My present now haunted, a constant falling of rain,
No one but myself, sometimes not even me,
Knows what’s going through my head, It’s hard to see,
Here I am, my conscious captured,
Memories, the one thing I hold onto after,
So today I must fill, my life I start living,
Not ever knowing what tomorrow is bringing |  |